Be silent when i Scream by PropertyofNo1, literature
Literature
Be silent when i Scream
Hush and be chill.
You are not real.
Be silent when I scream.
My demons will haunt your dreams.
Call all the saints in heaven.
Your life will be shaken.
I have tons of hate
That i never wished to create.
The Color of Violence by PropertyofNo1, literature
Literature
The Color of Violence
The color of violence is red
Desiring every moment that you are dead.
This tension wont stop until you are dead.
I will be fine if you are dead.
No more steroids like effect when you are dead.
I can now write the 20th piece when you are dead.
The cold hell will vanish if you are dead.
Fuck you! I will be alive when you are dead.
Silencing the Symphony 19 by PropertyofNo1, literature
Literature
Silencing the Symphony 19
Twenty three days of tears and impurities…
It was a very destructive journey.
Unending perils and unexpected revelations…
Truth became lies that caused deep lacerations.
Sweet became sour, exceeding limitations.
Tears cheer fears and fear triggers anger.
The more the anger, the greater the danger.
Apparitions of the ghostly past never stops its job.
Fated love was never love…
After a;; the sufferings, numbness enters the mist.
Feeling like beauty killed the beast.
Ever shattered, completely destroyed.
Regain the pieces mean someone is dead.
Countless mistakes are now subsiding.
Endless comes to its end.
Light started to ascend
Silencing the Symphony 18 by PropertyofNo1, literature
Literature
Silencing the Symphony 18
Why do I have to hate you if I could love you?
Why do we need to part if we could be together?
Why did you choose to kill me than to help each other?
Why did we enjoy each pain that enters?
Who is to blame for our unexpected departure?
Is it me who became so violent?
Or is it you who became so insolent?
Is it us for letting things happen?
When will I meet someone who could heal me?
Where will I go to find the cure in this curse?
Who will replace the hatred inside my heart?
Why does love let these things devour itself?
Is this also a test to be passed?
Or it is a sign that we should not last?
Was it a game of survival?
Or a dist
Finding The Way Without You by PropertyofNo1, literature
Literature
Finding The Way Without You
Are you having fun tonight?
I am falling down...
You are laughing like a clown...
I promise i will fight this fright...
I promise i will seek the light...
You left me with this curse...
My freedom is in your hearse...
One day i'll pass to your grave...
I'll spit it and burn what you gave...
Let your soul witness my success...
Let your essence vanish depressed...
As for now i am enslaved inside...
Later you will be suffering this kind of cyanide...
Toss the coin of your fate...
As i draw my gun of hate...
See my eyes grew red...
Hear my voice screeming bloodshed...
Don't run don't hide away your crime...
For I am the angel of
Show me the light to this darkness
Let my eyes see the brightest.
Shadows are forming against the wall
They creep from large to small
Believing that's reality I see
Shaped black figures suddenly flee
Don't leave me behind the wall
I want to see how it used to be at all.
Every three hours of sleep memories awake me.
The times were together happy, tearfully like a family.
I think my life was bound inside these prisons.
Leaving is my decision for I have less than five reasons.
After three hours of a mock sleep I woke up again.
Sever chilling and flowing tears like heavy rain,
Hearing your voices on the cold and lonely dawn.
Living once in a pack but now I am alone
The amputation of myself to our family,
Our fear of shattered dreams comes to reality.
If only… I have nothing… I am a failure…
A failure that has a very bright future.
Another three hours of sleep ended.
Everyday I feel haunted and suspe
Silencing the Symphony 17 by PropertyofNo1, literature
Literature
Silencing the Symphony 17
Alone I walk the street of palm.
For the first time I feel so calm.
Every wimps of solitude I battle,
Penetrating to crust and so in the mantle.
My priority is now my enemy.
Let me be, I don't need sympathy!
Don't help my tears to fall
I'll be fine facing these walls.
The clouds cover the moon,
Praying to the Lord that I'll be dead soon.
God I beg your mercy!
This poison is so deadly!
This journey, I have seen no future.
I cant move alone even to gesture.
Alive I am, but I feel I'm dead,
Things keep on running on my head.
Silencing the Symphony 16 by PropertyofNo1, literature
Literature
Silencing the Symphony 16
You broke the jar of cookies upstairs,
I've sealed it there so I won't live despaired.
They started to roll its pieces on the floor,
As the memories started to burn its core.
I stood still watching them crawl
Seeing them move with their own soul.
Fear begun embracing my surroundings
Voices began emerging upon the ceilings.
Suddenly, huge segmented screens appeared upon the wall,
Viewing everything gruesome I don't want to recall.
Where are you now you sick bastard shit?!
You are the cause of these but you can only sit!
Mark my words you will suffer the impossible!
Believe me on this! You made me horrible!
I won't let you be so t
i want to live with your heart on my life,
i want to be with you all off the time that the clock can count,
i want to be be there when you suffer and you feel like the cold wind covers you.
i want to say sorry for every poinless intermissions that i did.
i want to make you mine forever and live happy ever after,
i want to see you smile every waking moment of our life
i want to let you know that i am deeply in love with you.
i want to share my dreams and visions with you...
i want you to know that... i love you the most.
My Journey to the Gallena by PropertyofNo1, literature
Literature
My Journey to the Gallena
How much pain should i feel for me to win?
Why should i battle one of my kin?
Do you think walking barefooted burns my journey?
Will you ever consider anything special upon reaching this point of irony?
The demons must have joyed whenever i moan from grief,
If only my wounds are naked to eyes, youll be sorry and pity me deep.
Security never secured me instead it baits me.
Democracy never freed me intead it jails me.
Would you beg for mercy when you are right?
Or would you kill that person with all your might?
I live where the skies are blue and the grounds are grey,
But color my life it will fit the deep red blood of dismay.
My eyes grow cold whenever I'm alone,
I can't seem to hide the pure solidarity I feel
My body is so light like i have no bones.
Feeling sorry for everything i believe thats real.
I was like gasping for air
All i want is someone to share
But does anyone will try to care?
I bet none, because the life i have is unfair.
I cling on something that i can't see,
I hold on to something that is not free
Only if I am alone I feel these,
I never felt this kind of piss.
Look at me talk to my inside solidarity
My world and my life is full of complexity.
Alienating myself and hanging in anonimity,
Just let me lose my sick sanity.
Leaning on
Elimination Ground
In just a screetch of sound
I have less than a round
How will I prevent myself from hitting the ground?
Many have tried to see
Less only percieved
The things that i lost for free
The things, i seek for fees.
Alienated by faith
Empowered by hate
Born without a date
Now living like a bait.
Eliminate my soul and keep it locked,
So i can stay with you as i coil back
Beneath those tragic eyes that made this track
Then hide me so i cant be eliminated for these cracks.
I promise after all that transpire,
I will burn them with the blackest fire
And we will walk in with a pitch black attire
Thank you for completin
The darknessstarted to eat the day,
The coldness started to engulp my way.
I always waer this sweater of hope.
I never forget everything I learned for me to cope.
Stargazing alone on the top of the roof,
Searching for all the dreams without a proof.
Thinking makes me crazy at time,
Fighting back sometimes is a crime.
Ten tenty one i recieved a call.
I stood straight but I knew I will crawl,
Feeling so warm but the air is cold,
Bursting with anger and unable to hold.
Amplified and terrified feelings restrained,
Now, my emotions are stating to drain.
My feelings for you cannot be breached.
My love for you cannot be reached.
I tied you up and dressed you in pink,
I think you feel the way I sink,
And be gone in just a blink.
I thought the poison is the one to drink.
You posed for a while and gave me a wink,
So, you are now holding a steel.
Would you kill me if I'll give you a chill?
Or would you feel something that ain't real?
Things keep on running around,
Not so long Ill be burying you under the ground.
Silencing the Symphony 1 by PropertyofNo1, literature
Literature
Silencing the Symphony 1
Inside a room of which savagery and rage are plenty
Beg for Love! Hate the world! Keep what's worthy!
Swim the flood of loneliness and pass the test.
Shout at me and feel the joy inside your chest!
So tell me whings to make me calm,
Stop my chance to be enbalmed.
You are the pioneer in this plot,
Tie my hands before you are shot!
They will hear the sound of your arrogance,
I promised them that its your last dance.
Now its time for me to choose,
The love I hate, but I dont want to lose
Within this mind
I have died; A million
Deaths, but still, you
Are not satisfied
All of these deaths
Orchestrated by you
You are the audience
Watching my performance
I try my best to please
The crowd begins to cheer
As my skin tears and
Blood begins to flow
I watch you watching me
Sitting front row centre
The look on your face
Makes me want to die- again…
Well thank you,
Now please excuse me while I throw up,
I never realized I'm such a screw up.
I just couldn't tell you that I like you,
So I stomach you talking about her.
Well thank you,
Now please stand aside while I scream inside,
For once in my life I looked in the eyes and lied.
You asked me if I was doing alright,
I told you "I'm fine", but really I'm dying.
Well thank you,
Now please listen, I need to tell you how I really feel,
Will you just laugh at me and say that it isn't real?
I know you don't feel the same, you like her.
"You're my friend, you shouldn't have a crush."
Well thank you,
Now please excuse me while I sl
Insomnia-A dark nursery rhyme by ladynyk, literature
Literature
Insomnia-A dark nursery rhyme
Insomnia:
twinkle twinkle
little pain
I see you've come
to play again
lodged here in my soul so tight
turning brightness into night
twinkle twinkle
tearing ache
please let me sleep
to never wake….
…now I lay me down to sleep
my life in tatters at my feet..
if I should Wake before I die
I pray these tattered wings can fly..
twinkle twinkle
empathic strain
I never want to feel again
trapped here in this world so cold
where self is wrong
and Us is gold.
twinkle twinkle
falling tear..
how i wonder why i'm here..
It will be easy to forget you...
I just can't look to the sky
or even remember the sea...
I'll just have to stop dreaming
and learn how to be alone...
I know I'll forget you..
I just can't remember your smile..
your beautiful eyes,
your sweet mouth...
I can do it,
I know I can...
I just can't look to anything,
I just can't remember,
I just can't live...
or love...
I'll forget how important you are on my life...
I'll just have to forget myself...
Current Residence: Philippines Favourite genre of music: Rock, Emo, J-Pop Favourite cartoon character: Stan Personal Quote: "Living is nothing without dying"
Favourite Visual Artist
My Self
Favourite Movies
Secret Window
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
My Chemical Romance, Saosin, Coheed and Cambria, Deftones, Team Sleep
I have learned that loving someone does mean they/we must end up being together... i have my dream girl now... i am fulfilled... a perfect rock star.
The seven sins is still persistent until now... maybe too much insertion and too much anger made it possible for me to suffer every waking moment... i am tired of this tragic scenario every day... everytime... how i wish to smile and to live again... but now, its impossible for me to live again... i wish... someday... i could make poems with pure happiness and fulfillment... i wish to write happy and inspioring poems again...
The effect of the seven sins is very very great...